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Wednesday, 30 May 2018

San Pedro Medicine: Interview with Steve Eagle Sewell


Thank you for this wonderful opportunity Brett. I speak often of "we" in this interview. The other space holder here is my life partner Samay. She's a great healer and supports me and the guests here in a wonderful way. She holds the feminine balance of the container/space well. We plan to get married in Oct. of this year.  

San Pedro flowering
Steve wants to be clear that he is not a shaman. He is a Counselor and a specialist that works with San Pedro.

Steve was born in Oklahoma in April of 1958. He had a great childhood and was raised on a farm. He was adopted at birth by two very loving parents. His spiritual and shamanic path began at age 10 when his Mother died. He withdrew from the comfort of others and connected (instinctively) with the Cherokee understandings of nature. He would later learn at the age of 35 that his Father was half Cherokee and his Mother was a quarter Creek (Muscogee). His spiritual and shamanic path has never stopped since.

In 2001, after obtaining a Certified Addictions Counselor CAC III certification, he founded the NORA Clinic in Colorado and started treating dis-ease, dis-order and addiction with intravenous amino acids, vitamins, minerals, and spiritual counseling. Since that time he has employed many doctors, nurses, acupuncturists, massage therapists, Reiki masters, and many other healers. His 70% success rate at healing addiction is still unrivaled in the U.S.

After drinking San Pedro in 2010 he realized this medicine was a necessary addition to any medical or addiction treatment. A year later he turned the clinic over to his vice-president, sold everything he owned, and moved to Cusco, Peru. He has since finished a two year San Pedro apprenticeship in Cusco. He completed his apprenticeship in May 2013 having drank San Pedro over 200 times during his apprenticeship. He has continued to drink weekly and as of May 2015 has drank over 400 times. Since 2013 he has owned and operated San Pedro Workshops. It is now located in Vilcabamba Ecuador.

San Pedro
He believes San Pedro is the ultimate healer of addiction, dis-ease and dis-order. He has now begun doing guided meditation, counseling, and intensive workshops with the San Pedro Cactus. The results have been miraculous. Steve states: “It’s not me doing it. San Pedro is the one doing the work. It works in people’s own hearts, showing them what’s real. He says “It guides my every word and action”. San Pedro Workshops includes all the healing modalities he has provided to others over the years, as well as additional healing methods.


Samay was born and raised in Long Beach California. Born in in Nov 1964. She was always very creative and curious about the healing arts. She finished college with a BA in communication from UCSB. She later opened The Seventh Sense art gallery in Rodondo Beach CA.  The gallery provided an outlet for her own works as well as many other artists. The gallery also hosted many periodic wellness workshops. During the same time she studied and trained in holistic healing and in Oct of 2017 she took her next step and moved into the healing arts for good. She left Rodondo Beach and moved to Ecuador. She is very comfortable with her healing gifts and shares them all here. She offers massage, reiki, crystal therapy, creativity workshops, and many other healing modalities. It is a pleasure and an honor to have her on staff here.

Steve and Samay
 What drew you to the Andes and working with the sacred plant medicine San Pedro? 

Well I had been going to the jungle for Ayahuasca for 3-4 years in a row and Ayahuasca told me every time: I would soon be living in Peru. It never told me how or doing what, so it left me with more questions than answers. I spent a lot of time wondering about that. Somehow knowing it was true. Then in July of 2010 I met San Pedro at an Ayahuasca retreat. My future teacher showed up to visit her friend the owner and offered us all a day in San Pedro. The next day I drank and before it touched my lips I knew it was my medicine. Before the day was over the lady facilitating the medicine ask me to come and help/apprentice with the medicine. I left after the retreat and went to Cusco and drank with her again asking the medicine what to do. I was afraid to walk away from my clinic. I owned a Medical clinic in Durango Co. We treated dis-ease, dis-order, and addiction with all natural intravenous amino acids vitamins, and minerals. Pedro was very clear It was time to move away from that and come to the real medicine. San Pedro would be my life’s work. My teacher gave me a year to return. I made it in 10 months after giving my business away and selling everything I own.

San Pedro cuttings
 You have completed a two year San Pedro apprenticeship in Cuzco, Peru, can you describe what was involved in this training?

It was a commitment to the medicine to drink 2 days a week for 2 years. A separate agreement was made with my teacher to be in every ceremony and be in service to the medicine. Drinking twice a week was the hardest thing to do. It tested my commitment for sure. But I was always able to do it. It changed me in a lot of ways, often without my "conscious" knowledge. I found myself knowing things that I didn't remember learning. I trusted my intuition and spirit more and more. Many other things that I felt were true were confirmed on many levels and ways. It also taught me to pay attention to my words. Words have power and they create our reality. I don't use the words "try" or "can't". If I say I can't do _____, I never will be able to.  I'm not trying to do ______. I am doing. To try is to give away your power. Another great teaching was seeing how my brain worked and stop overthinking things. I couldn't think my way through it. I had to feel my way through it. Many other things came as well. But that’s a book. 

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You do not call yourself a ‘shaman’ which I find refreshing, can you tell us why this is?

I think the word shaman is a very controversial word. Everybody seems to have their own idea of what that is. I can't live up to that. I can't even live up to my own definition of it which is: knowing every plant within 100 miles or more and treating/helping people with ALL of them. I'm a plant specialist. Specializing in one, and a counselor that helps people with one very special cactus.

San Pedro cuttings ready for planting
 
How does San Pedro work in healing, is it a diagnostic tool, a healer itself or both?

Good question. I'm still studying that one. So as I see it many (not all) dis-eases have underlying emotional attachments that haven't been addressed or feelings that have not been expressed and felt. Most of us are taught not to feel i.e. "big boys don't cry" "ladies don't get mad" so feelings get pushed down or stored. Making us not at ease and not in order. When we finally express these old feelings in a safe way and in a safe container (my specialty) people become at ease. So naturally "dis-ease" disappears. Things are put in order so no more dis-order. I believe many dis-orders are just overthinking and not letting go of the past or feeling we should do "this" when everybody else says you should do "that" or "you're crazy". There's always a Doctor to diagnose and prescribe the drug of the month to help you "feel right". San Pedro can also guide people on how to heal themselves with diet, nutrition, and ways to stay connected to mother earth (Pachamama). Pedro has many healing modalities.

San Pedro about to flower
A lot of people who seek out sacred plant medicines such as San Pedro, have problems with addiction, is San Pedro potentially addictive and how can it help people with addiction issues?

San Pedro is not addictive. I have drank over 600 times in seven years now, sometimes going a month or more without even thinking of it let alone having any withdrawal, cravings, or need to drink. I've never heard of anyone being addicted to this medicine either.
  A word here about intention. It's very important to have one. The medicine serves it well. If somebody shows up with intention to heal "this" it will be healed. They believe the medicine could help them heal or completely heal. I have seen people show up saying "well my __________ said this might help heal my _________. I don't know... I'll give it a try". These people usually have a great day in the medicine but rarely walk away with a healing.
  I believe San Pedro helps most people resolve addictions by showing them what uncomfortable feeling or trauma they're trying to medicate or escape. It shows them why they are addicted. After that has been felt, understood and/or forgiven addiction ceases to exist. But again they have to have that intention.  I've seen people with intention to heal their gambling addiction and their diabetes and get it, but yet they walked away still smoking cigarettes with a bad back. They never had the intention to heal those things. Specific intention is important. 

San Pedro
Can you tell us about soul retrieval, what is it and how does it work?

I can tell you how I see it and do it. I believe a person might experience a loss of part of their soul by unknowingly giving it to someone they care very deeply for. They might say something like "I've never felt the same since my Grandmother died". Or they could have a part of it actually stolen with intention by people that traumatized, molested, or abused them in some way, even verbally. Those people might say they felt their light go out, got my spirit squashed, etc. I can do a journey to retrieve that piece/pieces of their soul. A shamanic journey. I just set the intention to collect it lay down and go to another dimension or realm and watch a movie. My intention guides it. It usually takes place (I feel) in the underworld in a cave. My guides gather the culprits in one place and I go and get it. Some people like grandmother are very sweet and give it back easily with a really loving message. Others may put up a fight. But I'm a bad ass over there and always manage to get it back.  Sometimes I get some huge confirmations like Grandmother being in a room full of old hats, share that with the subject and find out granny was a hat collector. Or have to fight a man in a German officer’s uniform only to find out he was in the German military. Sometimes even I am surprised by the results but people feel the difference and it helps them.

San Pedro
Are there any dangers of working with San Pedro and if so, how can one avoid any potential dangers?

Not really. It's usually kind and gentle medicine. But it's always best to do it in the presence of an experienced guide. It's sacred medicine, it demands respect, and it should always be treated as sacred. If not done in a sacred way it could be easy to misinterpret messages or visions in the medicine to be bad or negative in some way. An experienced guide could unravel the metaphor, decode the message, or explain the vision in a way that's completely different that’s positive and re-assuring. Get a guide that understands this medicine and speaks your language fluently. 
 
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What are the differences between the experience of San Pedro and the more well-known sacred plant medicine Ayahuasca?

I can only speak to my own experience with both plants. The difference is night and day. Completely different medicines. One of the biggest challenges in getting people to this medicine is them thinking San Pedro and Ayahuasca are alike somehow and always comparing the two. They are different in every way. It's like comparing an antibiotic to a pain killer... They're different. Ayahuasca (a vine) grows in the jungle under the canopy in the dark. San Pedro (a cactus) grows in the light, in a drier climate. Ayahuasca is traditionally done at night in the dark.  San Pedro is traditionally done in the day in the light. Ayahuasca visions are usually dark and under-worldly. San Pedro visions are usually full of light and upper-worldly. Both are great teachers but way different.
 
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How do you conduct your San Pedro ceremonies, what is involved in the process? 

First I spend time alone clearing my thoughts and asking the medicine to guide me, my words, and my actions and creating space. Then in circle I start by spending a few minutes getting to know the guests over tea or water. I answer any questions at that time and lay out the two rules, 1. No electronics. 2. No talking, respect each other’s journey time and don't interrupt their journey. Then we smudge in a traditional Native American style with White Sage, cleansing and dropping into sacred journey space. We then "check in" sharing how we are feeling.  Then I call to spirit, ancestors, archetypes, spirit guides, animal totems, San Pedro, and others to come and keep us safe and show us what we need to see etc. Then we go around circle and drink one at a time. We go around circle again and state our intention. We all share our intention so that it becomes more powerful... a group intention. Then as the medicine comes on guests go and find their own special space in nature and lay down. Letting the medicine take them. I go around and check in with people as the day goes on, explaining things if needed or helping them do their work if needed. Most people don't need help. They're too busy dancing on rainbows with angels. Then later in the afternoon as the medicine goes away we come together again as a group and hang out sharing whatever comes to heart. Then we serve vegetarian soup around dark and soon after share angel card readings and how the day went for each of us. Soon after I close ceremony. That's usually around 9-10pm. Then people hang out and enjoy each other’s company for a while. Most are ready to sleep by midnight. Everyone spends the night. We have plenty of beds, mattresses, pillows, and blankets. We circle up again the next morning over breakfast and discuss dreams or things that came to them in the night. Everyone that is leaving is usually gone before 10am.

White Sage smudge
Sacred plant medicines and psychedelics in general often have a bad reputation because of people suffering so called “bad trips,” how do you reassure and guide someone that is struggling with the experience and going through a “bad trip” during a San Pedro ceremony?

Not many people have a "bad experience" on this medicine. I don't like to call it a trip. I feel that’s acid or LSD. I have facilitated San Pedro for around 6,000 people now and maybe 6-7 have needed help with a negative experience. It's usually just fear caused by their being afraid to let go of their conscious mind (ego). When the ego doesn't know what’s happening it can cause problems. I help by doing guided meditation, energy work or just by being with them. In a guided meditation I'm talking to the mind saying it's like taking a nap. You'll be back online later just like waking up from a nap. Letting go in order to sleep is much the same thing. If someone feels unable to get back I journey to where ever they may be and bring them back. Part of the reasoning behind drinking twice a week in the apprenticeship is becoming familiar with the area people journey in. After all people are hiring me as a guide. That implies I HAVE BEEN THERE.
 
San Pedro growing in a tree fork
You offer a number of workshops, working with San Pedro and other methods, can you tell us about these?

They're all the same really. It's just the length of time that's different. All workshops include drinking medicine three days a week. The longer workshops allow us to offer more body work, more in depth counseling, and more time to absorb and integrate the lessons and reminders from the medicine.

San Pedro and Agave
You are currently raising money for a new healing space, can you tell us about that, how it will be set up and how people can help?

Kind of a long story. How we are guided to it and all. I've been feeling we need a bigger space for a while now. Then one day Samay and I formed our intention together to ask if we should move and then drank our medicine soon after the medicine came on a large corner of the roof caved in and the boards underneath the eaves of the roof crashed down. Then we noticed there was no wood to nail them back to. Termites had eaten it all. A clear sign from Pedro it's time to go. Our landlord is going to fix it but we don't care to be here while they remove the roof. So later that night after our journey I looked at a place online that lists houses for rent and for sale. No suitable rent houses were to be found. Under houses for sale I found the perfect country home for our work and living space. It's just down the road a few miles in Lentag. I knew immediately it was for us.  I felt moved to look at it and talk to the owner explaining our situation. He agreed to take $10,000 down payment letting us split that in two payments of $5,000. The first 5,000 due when we move in before June 15th. The other 5,000 due in 3 months. The he will let us live there for a year at which time he expects us to buy it or he will finance the balance. A sweet deal. I think the medicine moved him as well. The house is spacious and sits on 2.5 acres (1 hectare), Lots of space to wonder around on. It has 4 bedrooms and can sleep a total of twelve people. A guest can house two more. It also has a pool and a large covered outdoor space around it.  Perfect for lounging in the evening, yoga classes, groups, etc. I plan to build a Moloca or a Yurt (a covered small round house enclosed with screen) to hold ceremony in. If you donate and come later to a workshop your donation will be discounted off the price of the workshop. If you the reader would like to help the best way to donate is at our GoFundMe site. You can see pics and read a better description of the property there also. Please feel into this. Ask spirit if you should donate and how much. Then follow your heart. We appreciate your love and support. Here is a link to our GoFundMe page: 

New Healing Space
Do you think that the use of sacred plant medicines like San Pedro, can help change the world for the better?

Yes for sure. It is already.  As more people come to the medicine more leave with more love in their heart and mind. That's the healer, Love. Our world needs more of it right now.

Samay with San Pedro cuttings
Seeing as though stress and stress related illness has become an epidemic in the modern world, do you think that the recreational use of San Pedro, to just have fun can be beneficial and even healing?

I do agree that stress is at an epidemic level but I don't think San Pedro should be taken recreationally. It is serious medicine that should always be treated with respect. To party on it seems dis-respectful. Besides it hasn't ever felt like a party drug to me. I've known people who took some and went out to have fun only to be traumatized by the "fun". The energy of other people and places doesn't always feel good. LOL. It's not something to party with.

San Pedro flower
What advice do you have for someone that is new to working with San Pedro, and sacred plant medicines in general?

First, stop thinking and start feeling. Choose to take your medicine with an experienced guide at a safe place that has a good reputation. Choose a facilitator that speaks your language fluently. Take some time to get to know the medicine. I have seen many people come drink one day, leaving the next for a busy tourist trip when they really wanted to stay a while and drink another time or two.
 
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Is there anything else you would like to talk about or get across to people?

This is an interesting time we live in. The old macho capitalist masculine age is dying out. Think of the human population as one big tribe. Every time one of its members gets better or heals the whole tribe gets better. It's a good time to remember love. Be love, speak love, and act from love. Take time to connect with mother, get your shoes off, walk or lay in the grass, just get outside.  That's the sacred feminine and it will save the planet. Let's spread that and not worry about the masses. They will all be helped but just one person at a time, with love.

Our web page here: http://sanpedroworkshops.com/

San Pedro
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This article is the copyright of Brett Lothian © 2018. All Pictures used are the copyright of Steve Eagle Sewell © 2018.


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